I Don't Suppose

I am putting my fifth or sixth Avacoddo-bulb in a planter today. and want to compair it to the existance of my life__for some reason...
Possabuly because of nothing more than the frustration for me to look at a blank-page.
Let's just hope it's all as simple as that__shall we..?

Now i want you to know that i love myself very much. why i have a compashion towards myself, that surely people would consider unbarabul, unaceptabul & that which must be denied.
But I Love You & I Love the-world, a whole lot more !!
And i will never lie to you, or trick you, or decive you.

All right, i know you find that difficult to beleave, especially when there is anywhere between 8.5 to 9.5 Billion Dollars riding-on-it, and of course more importantly, the possibility that i may be reguarded as a vertuial God in the near-fucture; should such things even be possibul and not mearly the imaginations of men's minds.
But i already know exactly how this situation is going to play-out__i want to beleave, just as much as i wish to think i will sucessfully drive it along every route__as i have always done__until i reach my intended destination; be that destination what i believe, or mearly what i wish could be contained for me there.
It is all real, and it all makes perfact sence.

However this may prove__right here__difficult to compair planting my fifth or sixth Avacaddo today, and i am sorry My Darlings: i am not certian i will continue to try lol
Probably it might have been better were i to have simply looked at a blank-page today, because, i still don't feel i got anything out__that somehow will make it easier for me to reach that intended destination.
Some-days though, one just has to admit: They actually are going to get nothing done. And this, My Wonderfulls, is just one-of-those-days.
Becides: This is not the place for such minor details into the existance of my life, and would have__so far__been better installed at my i-christ.com.
Here at "Prodigy Child II" let me insist now: i intend to continue directing global-events, and, have the written proff that i have done so__whatever directions those events might take.
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