I realize it must be difficult for people to understand actually how very-much__real power__i have, or what ability i possess to alter the course of global human-history; nor how much i have done-so in the past. My-word ! Sometimes i find it "a little difficult" to believe myself.!! lol
In all seriousness:
No-one who doesn't have the power to "traid secrets" as it were__the way in which i can, with powerful people of Establishment__ever will know what it is like to watch what they do; with these secrets and information you give to them, or, how badly your heart will be broken__every-time they make the wrong choice. And that's all i can do really. I can go to the people, the very heads-of state__as it were, those more powerful and important than the predesessors whom have crossed-me, and tell them eather what has been done with the information i have supplied. Beyond that, my duity is ended. Weather these people choose to do evil or good__with this information__ whatever it may be at the time, is out of my hands. but i'll tell you this: "Never have i gone to a person of Establishment__not allowing them to understand that any comunacy i make to them, will be transparent and recorded. If they choose under such curcumstances to put a foot wrong__in spite of that, i would be an idot not to announce to the entire world__just how inept those whom hold this high-reguard can be, and in this case__exactly where they have faltered.
In spite of what anyone thinks however, in spite of all this actual power i now hold, i still would like it very much to be the way it was back in the old days; when i had a dream, but, no way to decover how to accomplish it. The world was such an innocent place then, or at least in my mind__it was. There was no need for me to antisapate the day in which__i would have to hold the Establishment before a shining-light, and prove all it's iniquities to a niave world & global population; in some sad attempt to prove i was better than those__ whom under other curcumstances__should have earned my respect.
In-fact, back then, i had nothing to prove to anybody. and i mean any'body !!
My mother tried to have my older brother drown me in eight inches of bath-water, at the age of eighteen months. and any family i may have had after that, abandonded me, before any normal child should even know they were a living, breathing, human-entity.
And my brothers, my brothers__both of them, the one older i longed-for durring our first seperation__when he went to live with Foster Parents, and my younger we never knew__until i was twelve years in-life... Who knows what has happened with them??!
And yet from that: i have gone to needing to prove to the whole world__ my existance, and hopefully make it like me at the same time...But don't worry and have no feer...
People whom have met me__do not like me. Oh no my friends. Rest assured anyonw whom knows me, the people around me in any personal way, are there because they love me, and know that i love them__no matter what their weeknesses/never in agh of their strength !!
And there's another thing i have no control over__what people think of me. But I'll tell you this too:
It would make things a dammed whole-lot-easier, were some of you folks out there reading me__to let me know you are reading me, because, i am putting my life, my libirty, and my friends, my self-earned respect__as a human-being, on the line here. and not because of the great riches i may some day and am intitled to have because of this. but instead for a whole larger reason, is why i do this.
Principle my Friends, is what matters to me here. Principle is what matters to me everywhere. If your'e brave enough to do something, you better be brave enough to own-up to-it !! And principle My Friends says: These people, This Establishment__crossed me & double-crossed me, more times__than i can count ..!
And if their not ready to admit-it, i dammed-well am ready to prove-it !!
And so let the games begin:
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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