What It About Now

This is a question i have asked myself over and over, only to find the answer scares the shit-out-of-me !!

How badly do i want my "rightful recognition" from, Oprah, and now the bunch? We already know what i am willing to risk, to get it...
global-inialition it would appear !! But that wasn't the question, was it?
I am simply wondering: How much of an importance is it, i claim some sort of almost public recognition__for actions that have been taken because of me, and my quest for satisfaction; if we must give-it a lable. What differance could it make in my life, if nobody ever knew: without me, there would__probably even at this late date__never be any O The Oprah Magazine, nor the meny of Millions it must now have amassed?
But again: That's not even a question is it..? That would fall in the catagory of Old News & trivialities.
And in there lays the problem, because it is the question itself. It is impossible to know how much, how badly or whatever__i want recognition for the creation of, O magazine, because now there is so much more that has followed__in an attempt by Establishment that i never get that recognition. To recognize my achivements, can do nothing but seel the fate of those whom have attempted deni me them. This is no longer about now, nor has it been for a very long time__what Oprah did to me and how she robed me of my rightful-recognition towards the creation of her magazine publication. It is instead about: What people have done in an attempt to keep that secret, and how they have illegally profited themselves for doing so.
This is nothing more, and nothing other than: The perfact example as to how the initial-crime is outweighed by the cover-up, and as, Pope John Paul II called it himself all those meny years ago; speaking in a special radio-broadcast partly for my benifit: This is a Conspiricy of Scilance.
But rest assured my peeps:
I at least not only have a big mouth,
I am also not in the least afraid to use it.

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