Are My Friends Ashamed or Afraid of Me

Oh Father...why do they forsake-me ? if anybody who knows me as well as, Franny, i only hope they are proud to admit and for-claim they have an aquaintance with someone The Establishment thinks, and treats as-though he were The Reincarnated Christ, and that they were the house-painter they were just about to introduce to their sister. But alass, such is not the case with, Franny, and i had to learn only from meating her, that Gertrude, the sister had a gimpy arm. it was so embarrassing for me, because although i possibuly could have noticed the sister's bad-arm, before she brought it up herself, Franny none-the-less had no difficulity at all; telling me her sister once had a cokain-problem, that she was the problem-child of the family, or anything else she thought might somehow be intresting to me.
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27/11/2009 And the Beat Goes On

So that job is never supposed to end, i have to guess; and nobody will feel sory for their little Jesus-boy will they. I mean the nurve of Franny, trying to make me go to work, first, tomorrow__after we agreed i would do the rest of the work__once The Boy did his rebuild of the two toilets; so i could do the lamp-post, gutter, mail-box and railing__once the rain let-up; all on the same day.

I just mean to say: The nerve of the woman. she might be Jewish, but still! she can't go around making deals and promises with, Jesus ha ha, or anyone else as far as that goes. and then three hours later__after making me promise to certian condishions and time skedgules, go about changing everything. i have a life too you know. and people need to let me have some sort of order in it..why if i did to these people what they try to do to me, i would have my ass kicked-off site so fast, and, well desurvendly too !!
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But alas, are my friends, aquaintances, and people in general ahamed, afraid, or perhaps a touch jeloius__i have had reason to notice over meny of the long-years which are my life; might in more cases than one would like to beleave, be more to the point, don't you think?