Three, two, one, go...and ShiT has Daddy been a "Bad-boy" yet once again, since for what-ever other reason__should i not have been here__in such a time, but that i have sinned, and, find myself too ashamed to face the displeasing on-slot of a dissastisfied Humanity..? Oh oh, how i have betraied the,an even worse, once more myself !!
All the forces within this universe__desinged to presurve, probably at one time and all together__since the comencment of this situation "this thing"__have been so over-taxed by Establishment, the continued and further preservation of humanity__must seem to those same forces, somewhat questionabul; if not mearly un-lickly and even un-desurved !!
And yet, since the comencment of this very-year, and even although without any tempatation on my part, wickedness did introduce irself to my very door-step; at which time precisly mid-night New-year's Day, it needed be that i told the pusher to vacate my premisses since i did neather call him or know who could have done so on my behalf.!!
And even although i could have convinced the dude to fork-over a free quarter__for bothering me, a very good and intended to remain__as far as he knows in the new year, respected cliant, intrest in his little mind-altering drug failed to in the slightest actually to intrest me.!! And when one considers that since the 30th of the previous month, i have had nothing less than $1300 in my pocket, and willingly admit as i said would be the case, the liqure has been a flowing like water, there still none-the-less has been no smoking of the pipe__other than weed; that it would be fair to suspect my crack-habit is just part of my former self. Further more, my life has suddenly become too important again for me to falter, since the typewriter ribbon i ordered should be in the mail, and within a week or so i should be sending a letter to the most politically powerful man on earth, The President of The United States of America, Mr. Obama.
The fact of the matter is:
Starting-lines have to be drawn here, and, i must keep a clear-head on my sholders__forever-more.
In-other-words: "I will become the worst night-maré Establishment has ever been able to imanigan within it's collective mind !!"
Those whom have choosen to deni, betray, and abuse me, must and will in an all too rapid-fucture be vanquished !!
And that shouldn't be too difficult, for un-like, Jesus, who needed fishes and things to create His mericals and feed His masses, i mearly have__in the past, needed trust only in my own truthful spoken-word, to preform mine.
It's a new-year, and i have no intention of fucking-up any further!! Why when i already just go out-side my door, people have a tendincy to look at me in a state of wonderment, almost a jelious-wonderment for those living within my direct vicinity. and these people really know nothing about me, what i have done, or, even who and what i have become. it would hardly do well now, to find suddenly one day my lights were being turned-off; that i was experiancing some sort of other denialof-axcess to a public-service most people take for granted, because, were such to happen, why should anyone actually ever believe all of the miracoulious events i really have caused to occure.*
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
Break-Ups Are Good To Do
I've been afraid to tell the truth a long time now__regusrding a certian subject, because of what, I believe, people will think of me; saying now:
"Well 2Hell With That!!"
I've got a problem, as does nearly every one of us; though unfortunatly for me, it is not just my Hidro bill, an insurance payment, or some other triviality__such as a lack of spelling abilities((for all you goofs out there who will pick-on me even for that !! Good-ShIt Man...I'm saving the world, and, bringing humanities enlightenment !! Give me a break lol
Anyway, these things mentioned, can all be rectified within mear weeks__most of the time; while i spend__every month__twice what, i have found, normal people worry about__on drugs alone, and another 1to 1Hundred+50 Bucks__on strong liquer ! It is only then i bother to think about all the bills i have comming in, buying new cloths and shoes, or, saving some cash for a new car !!
Well obviously that's going to need stop, and since i have told you about this now, it should be a lot easier to do. i'm not saying i'm about to stop the drinky-poos however. I mean Come-ON !! But i know now a thousand bucks down the toilet every month__on drugs, is no-longer any way for me to live, and, no excape from the conflict, within me, because of what my life has become, or, what in the eyes of humanity, Humanity unknowingly needs believe of me. I was stright when i took thes Jesus-thing on, and, had It confirmed to me by Establishment it's very self. And i'll be dammed if i won't be just as sober now i'm about to finish-it !! Sorry, but i will find a better way now to-deal with both my pain, and with those whom have betraied me...nay, even betraied all of Humanity in the same breath !!
In-deed, break-ups are good to do, on occaision. And i will accept the fact that i have sent the world to war; with but one choice...to believe in me, or, to die. My web-page suggests at-least: it was not my choice this should happen, and comes only because of those whom deni-me my rightful humanity, and, my just recognition. What need have i to dull the reality of my existance__with drugs, when that existance is innocense itself ?
I am no longer ashamed of what Establishment secreatly has done to this world; in my name, any more than i am to reveal how they tricked, abused, or whatever-else__such as BETRAIED-me, one wants to call it, to the whole of this Earth !!
And By ShiT and by Glory...I WILL START POSTING MORE REGULARY FROM THIS POINT-ON !!
So again, let it be said__lest it be forgotten: break-ups are good to do, for i have releaved myself from both the former drug-addicted self, and those chains of bondage such living provides. and now once more both accepting and un-ashamed, i intend to strive towards my battle's front lines; where'which without question, with my God before me, i shall finish what so meny in Establishment hope i cannot. i intend to and will be victorious not only beyond myself, but beyond even all this world could expect. I infact will being enlightenment. And what more could one indivigual ever truly hope for. What ever could be a more worthy quest in ones life...
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"Well 2Hell With That!!"
I've got a problem, as does nearly every one of us; though unfortunatly for me, it is not just my Hidro bill, an insurance payment, or some other triviality__such as a lack of spelling abilities((for all you goofs out there who will pick-on me even for that !! Good-ShIt Man...I'm saving the world, and, bringing humanities enlightenment !! Give me a break lol
Anyway, these things mentioned, can all be rectified within mear weeks__most of the time; while i spend__every month__twice what, i have found, normal people worry about__on drugs alone, and another 1to 1Hundred+50 Bucks__on strong liquer ! It is only then i bother to think about all the bills i have comming in, buying new cloths and shoes, or, saving some cash for a new car !!
Well obviously that's going to need stop, and since i have told you about this now, it should be a lot easier to do. i'm not saying i'm about to stop the drinky-poos however. I mean Come-ON !! But i know now a thousand bucks down the toilet every month__on drugs, is no-longer any way for me to live, and, no excape from the conflict, within me, because of what my life has become, or, what in the eyes of humanity, Humanity unknowingly needs believe of me. I was stright when i took thes Jesus-thing on, and, had It confirmed to me by Establishment it's very self. And i'll be dammed if i won't be just as sober now i'm about to finish-it !! Sorry, but i will find a better way now to-deal with both my pain, and with those whom have betraied me...nay, even betraied all of Humanity in the same breath !!
In-deed, break-ups are good to do, on occaision. And i will accept the fact that i have sent the world to war; with but one choice...to believe in me, or, to die. My web-page suggests at-least: it was not my choice this should happen, and comes only because of those whom deni-me my rightful humanity, and, my just recognition. What need have i to dull the reality of my existance__with drugs, when that existance is innocense itself ?
I am no longer ashamed of what Establishment secreatly has done to this world; in my name, any more than i am to reveal how they tricked, abused, or whatever-else__such as BETRAIED-me, one wants to call it, to the whole of this Earth !!
And By ShiT and by Glory...I WILL START POSTING MORE REGULARY FROM THIS POINT-ON !!
So again, let it be said__lest it be forgotten: break-ups are good to do, for i have releaved myself from both the former drug-addicted self, and those chains of bondage such living provides. and now once more both accepting and un-ashamed, i intend to strive towards my battle's front lines; where'which without question, with my God before me, i shall finish what so meny in Establishment hope i cannot. i intend to and will be victorious not only beyond myself, but beyond even all this world could expect. I infact will being enlightenment. And what more could one indivigual ever truly hope for. What ever could be a more worthy quest in ones life...
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
As Time Goes By
Well after 3 years, my relationship with, Franny, has come to an end, and quite frankly i say: all the better. she never did pay very well for all the painting i did for her, and actually was more fussy than Sol. i mean i understand people want to have their homes painted properly.
But making me re-paint walls bvecause dust had landed on it from someone elses job__two hours after i had finished the first time, and, when all that really needed be done was wipe a dry-rag over the spot...to run around the house with all the doors open the first three days__while wearing her winter coat, and expect me to still have the ability to cut a stright line, to screem and holler for me to go out there to preform only two hours of work some days, because i have to wait for the plasterers to finish their job before i can do mine, and to say she forgot the salt__every time she bought the lunch, so that i can't even enjoy my break...and all the other shit i had to go through with her...
That woman can kiss my ass if she thinks i will ever work for her again !!
Sol should be calling any minute to tell me: Jamie will be bringing over another loan of $200. i doubt i will be borrowing any more as the month goes-on however, as last month was just too much, and having to pay-back $1300 in the first of December was very difficult. in-fact because i was $100 short, i ended-up having to make an agreement with the bastard to paint some house i was supposed to do for $375 for two-fifty.
On a lighter note:
The Obama Letter has finally been started. i havn't been working on it every day, and started about a week ago. but it is comming-along exceliantly, and i need to order a ribbon from New York to be able to type-up this letter when it's finished anyway; since my old ribbon has dried-up and is useless now.
Of course i don't expect The President to do the right thing by me. but it might prove intresting none-the-less to see what debths of depravity he sinks to, because, the information i give him proves too much for him to properly ethically handle. and it really breaks my heart that this man will probably, as have all those before him, betray my, and in the same breath betray all of humanity.
BUT WHAT CAN I DO...WALK AWAY FROM A CONSPERICY TO COMMIT MASS-MURDER AND END-UP WITH BLOOD ON MY HANDS...
I THINK NOT!!
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But making me re-paint walls bvecause dust had landed on it from someone elses job__two hours after i had finished the first time, and, when all that really needed be done was wipe a dry-rag over the spot...to run around the house with all the doors open the first three days__while wearing her winter coat, and expect me to still have the ability to cut a stright line, to screem and holler for me to go out there to preform only two hours of work some days, because i have to wait for the plasterers to finish their job before i can do mine, and to say she forgot the salt__every time she bought the lunch, so that i can't even enjoy my break...and all the other shit i had to go through with her...
That woman can kiss my ass if she thinks i will ever work for her again !!
Sol should be calling any minute to tell me: Jamie will be bringing over another loan of $200. i doubt i will be borrowing any more as the month goes-on however, as last month was just too much, and having to pay-back $1300 in the first of December was very difficult. in-fact because i was $100 short, i ended-up having to make an agreement with the bastard to paint some house i was supposed to do for $375 for two-fifty.
On a lighter note:
The Obama Letter has finally been started. i havn't been working on it every day, and started about a week ago. but it is comming-along exceliantly, and i need to order a ribbon from New York to be able to type-up this letter when it's finished anyway; since my old ribbon has dried-up and is useless now.
Of course i don't expect The President to do the right thing by me. but it might prove intresting none-the-less to see what debths of depravity he sinks to, because, the information i give him proves too much for him to properly ethically handle. and it really breaks my heart that this man will probably, as have all those before him, betray my, and in the same breath betray all of humanity.
BUT WHAT CAN I DO...WALK AWAY FROM A CONSPERICY TO COMMIT MASS-MURDER AND END-UP WITH BLOOD ON MY HANDS...
I THINK NOT!!
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Are My What...Friends..? What Friends...Who Now..!
These people that i work-for...
how can i call them "friends" wgen they treat their garbage-man beter than they do i..? Sol, his ex Franny, bully up the street, jamie, they all talk-down to me, abuse me, and treat me like shit, because it makes them better to pic on somebody more intelectually capabul of holding a conversation of real-meaning with powers they can only hope to understand, be a part-of or in the position to control.
They can see that i can change the world around them, and it is eather too much for them to accept (that this little nigger in his third-floor apartment, could in any way turn-out to eather be or simply thought to be, The Reincarnated Christ, their living-god himself.
Well oh my, Oh Me Oh My, oh my oh my oh my...
it's not like they are the first people to ever have to deal with these facts, and in a most personal, up-front, in-your-face sort af way too.
why i have even had an article written-up in The Montreal Mirror for goodness-sakes !!
Yet none of these people have chosen to show such negitive actions, or behavioursims towards my exestance, quite or at-all in the same way as Sol and his bunch.
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Dec 4th. The Aftermath
and so cheap little, sol, is making me pay him an extra ninty-bucks intrest because i'm a-hundred Bucks short of the 13 and four days-late! And he has Twelve right now as soon as Jamie comes to pick it up..!
he makes me sick, and this month i won't borrow ine cent from him, and really fuck-him-up..!
how can i call them "friends" wgen they treat their garbage-man beter than they do i..? Sol, his ex Franny, bully up the street, jamie, they all talk-down to me, abuse me, and treat me like shit, because it makes them better to pic on somebody more intelectually capabul of holding a conversation of real-meaning with powers they can only hope to understand, be a part-of or in the position to control.
They can see that i can change the world around them, and it is eather too much for them to accept (that this little nigger in his third-floor apartment, could in any way turn-out to eather be or simply thought to be, The Reincarnated Christ, their living-god himself.
Well oh my, Oh Me Oh My, oh my oh my oh my...
it's not like they are the first people to ever have to deal with these facts, and in a most personal, up-front, in-your-face sort af way too.
why i have even had an article written-up in The Montreal Mirror for goodness-sakes !!
Yet none of these people have chosen to show such negitive actions, or behavioursims towards my exestance, quite or at-all in the same way as Sol and his bunch.
http://members.fortunecity.com/theministerofcool1
Short-Cut :
theministerofcool1
One word:
{ In All your Search-Engins ! }
Dec 4th. The Aftermath
and so cheap little, sol, is making me pay him an extra ninty-bucks intrest because i'm a-hundred Bucks short of the 13 and four days-late! And he has Twelve right now as soon as Jamie comes to pick it up..!
he makes me sick, and this month i won't borrow ine cent from him, and really fuck-him-up..!
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