Friday, December 18, 2009

Break-Ups Are Good To Do

I've been afraid to tell the truth a long time now__regusrding a certian subject, because of what, I believe, people will think of me; saying now:
"Well 2Hell With That!!"

I've got a problem, as does nearly every one of us; though unfortunatly for me, it is not just my Hidro bill, an insurance payment, or some other triviality__such as a lack of spelling abilities((for all you goofs out there who will pick-on me even for that !! Good-ShIt Man...I'm saving the world, and, bringing humanities enlightenment !! Give me a break lol

Anyway, these things mentioned, can all be rectified within mear weeks__most of the time; while i spend__every month__twice what, i have found, normal people worry about__on drugs alone, and another 1to 1Hundred+50 Bucks__on strong liquer ! It is only then i bother to think about all the bills i have comming in, buying new cloths and shoes, or, saving some cash for a new car !!

Well obviously that's going to need stop, and since i have told you about this now, it should be a lot easier to do. i'm not saying i'm about to stop the drinky-poos however. I mean Come-ON !! But i know now a thousand bucks down the toilet every month__on drugs, is no-longer any way for me to live, and, no excape from the conflict, within me, because of what my life has become, or, what in the eyes of humanity, Humanity unknowingly needs believe of me. I was stright when i took thes Jesus-thing on, and, had It confirmed to me by Establishment it's very self. And i'll be dammed if i won't be just as sober now i'm about to finish-it !! Sorry, but i will find a better way now to-deal with both my pain, and with those whom have betraied me...nay, even betraied all of Humanity in the same breath !!

In-deed, break-ups are good to do, on occaision. And i will accept the fact that i have sent the world to war; with but one choice...to believe in me, or, to die. My web-page suggests at-least: it was not my choice this should happen, and comes only because of those whom deni-me my rightful humanity, and, my just recognition. What need have i to dull the reality of my existance__with drugs, when that existance is innocense itself ?
I am no longer ashamed of what Establishment secreatly has done to this world; in my name, any more than i am to reveal how they tricked, abused, or whatever-else__such as BETRAIED-me, one wants to call it, to the whole of this Earth !!
And By ShiT and by Glory...I WILL START POSTING MORE REGULARY FROM THIS POINT-ON !!

So again, let it be said__lest it be forgotten: break-ups are good to do, for i have releaved myself from both the former drug-addicted self, and those chains of bondage such living provides. and now once more both accepting and un-ashamed, i intend to strive towards my battle's front lines; where'which without question, with my God before me, i shall finish what so meny in Establishment hope i cannot. i intend to and will be victorious not only beyond myself, but beyond even all this world could expect. I infact will being enlightenment. And what more could one indivigual ever truly hope for. What ever could be a more worthy quest in ones life...

http://fortunecity.com/theministerofcool1
http://i-christ.blogspot.com

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